I might share a secret with you again. So It’s almost 3 long month. Why is it that time seems to grow longer and meaningless in each day. Thou I promise to myself to never make that mistake, its seems like its chasing the shit out of me.
So it was like this, A friend gave me a link the song is called All in my head by Tori Kelly. and the song is about a girl who seems to be blinded by reality. She’s in a complicated situation. Then the song bring back moments, rather memories from a guy that I know. Last month or so. Hmm I though I was immune to this stuff, GOD! I’m back in my endless nights, that uncertainty, who to blame and how come it happened again. I tell myself that I would be ready, when you got someone else in your side, but right now give me time :”( bakit mahirap bang ibigay yun?|
I remember you telling me that it wont happened again, pero bakit nangyari ulit? I tried to distance myself from you like I’m suppose to, now maybe I did much better from the last. Ill try to forget things you told me. But I don’t want you to be a stranger. No. no. Probably right now your looking at me like Im desperate in find someone new, No it’s not my thing and by the way she’s so pretty. Lucky of her that she could be with you.. You’ve giving me so much now, and you don’t fight fair.
Now I got to keep myself busy right? that’s what you would tell me if I got things in my mind that should not be minded.
I love you, always will